I don't really trade anymore but you can shoot your shot I guess?, I won't reply publicly to any trade asks and prefer to contact you directly. Send me what URL you want along with your list and i'll get back to you about it.

I wasn't going to reply to any more of these since the people in question were most likely the ones sending me hate asks and other stuff of the sort, but I never thought of this until now and you're absolutely right.. I only ever mentioned Leyley's username due to hir having it public, but the fact shi feels the need to out my private account for friends for brownie points as a comeback is childish and immature, even for someone as young as hir. I have since changed accounts for my mental health, so thank you!

Putting this as briefly as I can since I was told not to discuss it further. All stuff here will be taken down eventually once I get proper confirmation. This decision was made after someone messaging me about it and asking some questions, to which we made an agreement and spoke about things. Everything will be removed or readded accordingly.

This isn't meant to be a major statement, but I want to clarify something Leyley has been using as supposed "evidence" against me, even if it seems minor. Leyley claims I was trying to engage with TCOAAL by asking for a kin assignment, but the reality is that kin assignments (and assignments in general) are just something I personally enjoy a ton! Whenever someone’s into something they really like, I often ask them to assign me a character or something similar from it. It’s not because I’m trying to insert myself into that interest, but because I genuinely enjoy seeing how others perceive me through the lens of their favorite media, whether it’s songs, characters, or anything else. To support this, I’ve included a list of other times, across several months, where I’ve asked for assignments from various things, just in case anyone wants actual evidence. 1. https://files.catbox.moe/r5edyz.jpeg 2. https://files.catbox.moe/ezuu1q.jpeg 3. https://files.catbox.moe/jbmbud.jpeg 4. https://files.catbox.moe/z6h6jh.jpeg 5. https://files.catbox.moe/xqivbz.jpeg 6. https://files.catbox.moe/0gczc4.jpeg 7. https://files.catbox.moe/vnw1v7.jpeg 8. https://files.catbox.moe/5gubou.jpeg 9. https://files.catbox.moe/64lkhb.jpeg 10. https://files.catbox.moe/d6ertv.jpeg 11. https://files.catbox.moe/bu0n0d.jpeg 12. https://files.catbox.moe/vgaab8.jpeg

First of all, that’s not my name (or username anywhere,) and the one you’re using is a misspelling on Leyley’s part— Assuming so, rightfully since I never post my username publicly anywhere, and anyone else I know who has my account has to be a person i’ve known for a while. This leads me to assume that you are hir, but I won’t accuse you of anything yet. Strange how this posted point blank after I wrote a clarification post. Either way, i’m not stalking Leyley. Shi has done some pretty awful things, enjoys questionable content— Which at first wasn’t my concern, but has also accused me of things and lied about me. If you’re curious for more, please read all the previous posts made and the recent one that’s about to be posted soon.

To everyone insisting that the profile picture was just a random find from hir (ex? situationship?), the evidence suggests otherwise. There’s a repeated pattern that goes beyond coincidence. Shi has included characters with heavily questionable themes on hir public rentries, such as this one: https://rentry.co/domesticate. The character featured there is from a well known piece of media that centers around inappropriate sibling dynamics (https://yosuganosora.fandom.com/wiki/Sora_Kasugano). While the character isn’t as visibly young as the one from the profile picture, the source material is still highly concerning. I won’t be listing it here, but it’s another heavy incest girl— There’s more in it, but I’m uncomfortable covering that. The link explains it all. It doesn’t stop there. More child-looking characters appear on other pages, such as https://rentry.co/girlie, specifically referencing Hinata Hakamada (https://ro-kyu-bu.fandom.com/wiki/Hinata_Hakamada). Without going into detail, this particular series has a reputation for depicting its young cast in extremely questionable ways, and it’s not something that can be brushed off as simply “liking the art style.” All the characters in this series are so obviously child-like it physically hurt me to look through. Even if the profile picture was art sent by someone else, there’s a repeated pattern of engaging with and showcasing media centered around themes that make a lot of people uncomfortable— Including, but not limited to, characters who are coded as very young or involved in inappropriate and romanticized storylines about incest. As well, shi openly lists “little sister complex” on this page: https://rentry.co/jirai. At some point, it stops being a coincidence and starts becoming a serious pattern that people have every right to be concerned about. This isn't just about one image. It’s about consistent behavior that indicates comfort with, and even admiration for, media with deeply inappropriate implications. Ignoring this pattern or calling it an overreaction is unfair to the people made uncomfortable by it, which hasn’t been just me, considering how many people shi’s made uncomfortable. I won’t be explaining most of these sources because shota content makes me extremely uncomfortable, but if you are struggling reading the links, I will explain to the best of my ability.

Entirely okay anon! I’ll answer your question soon once i’m free, shouldn’t be too long since i’m almost done with what i’m doing in class.

Leyley goes by Shi Hir, so please use her correct pronouns. I’m in a class so i’ll be responding to this soon, but please don’t misgender hir. This isn’t my final response to this it’ll be updated in around an hour, maybe? Once i’m home. — Responding to this now, I didn’t forget about this! It takes time to gather links and such while explaining. Give me an hour or two from when I made my clarification post for this be finished, since i’m going home now. oct 1st: I forgot to update this, i'll update this oct 2nd. very sorry!

There's plenty of evidence to prove hir wrong, but I need consent from the before mentioned third party person to post them publicly. Shi is aware of who this is, and this part is between me and hir until said otherwise by the person/people in question. However, I will be addressing the stuff shi has said that involves just me and hir momentarily, as i'm gathering screenshots from my DMs with hir as well as possibly including other statements from people shi knows with similar experiences to mine. If I'm wrong any possible way by doing this, please tell me, as I have all of the information with me. Some stuff will not be posted due to hir being 14, mind you, it's disrespectful of me to have posted hir full breakdown. I included only needed parts of it, since my goal isn't doxx everything about hir life and how shi looks for some internet brownie points and ''evidence'' that shi was being weird to me, I have more human decency than to do that. Shi's 14. Shi isn't an adult and doesn't deserve to have absolutely everything said about hir that isn't a part of this. Please read my statement about not harassing Leyley before this.

Honestly, I don’t feel like I need it. I’m just trying to handle this as maturely as I can since I’m technically almost two years older than hir. If anything, I’m not as hurt as I thought I’d be. I just genuinely want hir to do better. I know I’ve made mistakes when I was hir age, and even now. Back then, I did things because they felt good or seemed right, but I was misguided by others. I don’t want another young person going down the same path. I’m much older now, and while I’m not perfect— Nobody is, I’m not saying any of this to seek pity or get back into the community. Honestly, I don’t even want to be here. I’ve seen how awful people can be and how this place can change you for the worse, including myself. I’ve made mistakes, relapsed at times, but that doesn’t mean I want someone else to go through the same struggles. This isn’t for you to sympathize with me. If anyone, feel bad for hir. Shi needs the support more than anyone. Shi needs to know this behavior isn’t okay, but still have people to turn to when shi needs help. I don’t want Leyley to face the same kind of harassment or isolation I’ve experienced. Shi doesn’t need to be shunned— Shi needs good advice and support. Isolation just leads to depression, and I don’t believe in doing that to kids who are just starting their life. Shi doesn’t need that. I really believe shi has the potential to change and handle things in a healthier way.

Hey again. I’m writing a shorter follow up because I think it’s important to clarify a few things. Leyley is barely only 14, and I’ll be turning 16 soon. I’ve never been interested in hir, yet shi became increasingly pushy and overly comfortable with me despite us knowing each other for less than four hours. I initially reached out after the trade to ask if shi was alright because hir status said something worrying (I won’t share the details here unless absolutely necessary), and I was genuinely concerned about hir safety since shi’s someone way younger than me implying shi’d hurt herself. This was not, in any way, any type of invitation for hir to nearly instantly demand that I find hir a boyfriend (https://files.catbox.moe/iqnq23.jpeg), or for her to try and make me engage in any of the other behaviors shi did while we were in contact. Because this situation was extremely uncomfortable, and because Leyley is only 14— I won’t be sharing further details here unless absolutely required. Please do not harass or threaten Leyley; that is not the purpose of this post. This is simply to raise awareness, as shi is very young, clearly struggling mentally, and should not be online unsupervised. Liking incest at 14, or at all, is extremely concerning, but it is not something that warrants harassment. And to Leyley; Please don’t try to dig up anything to justify yourself. I’ve made it clear that I want you out of my life. I’ve done some really bad things, as everyone knows, but that doesn’t mean I’m someone who’s going to be your toxic partner or hurt you like you wanted. I don’t want you. I never did. What I do want for you is to get help and work on improving yourself. I know this isn’t easy— I still struggle with it. I’ve relapsed and gone back to old, unhealthy behaviors because they feel familiar and it’s hard to change. But that doesn’t mean you can’t get help. You may be young, but reaching out to someone, talking to anyone, or even just stepping away from the internet for a while could really help you. Please try and do better.

I genuinely never know what to say to things like this. Thank you for the support? I have zero clue who all you people are and why you care but I appreciate it?

Thank you? How else do I respond to this

I don’t really care for this site or its community anymore, but when someone I care about gets hurt, it just hits differently. I may not be perfect, far from it due to my actions in the past, but I still have empathy. I care about the people who matter to me, and I couldn’t just stay silent about something so clearly untrue.

Crazy work, but oh well.